HATES WHEN PEOPLE SAY IT’LL GET BETTER!!!!

I absolutely hate when people say “It’ll get better” or “Everything will be okay.” That’s what they’re supposed to say, whatever. It doesn’t make it any better! SHIT, it’s still SHIT. I CAN’T STAND ANYTHING!!!! I HATE when somebody says something negative about her, what the hell is that about. She’s a wonderful person. Whatever. She’s great and she deserves to be happy. She’s also deserves more than people give her credit for. I just want her to be happy. Even if she isn’t here with me. She just needs to be, let her be. Let everyone be…. people need to be what they need to be. I’m going slightly insane I think. I feel worse everyday. If I’m not actually going insane I wish I was… It would distract me. I need a distraction. I wish I was in a crazy room, with padded walls completely giving in to my insanity! That’s what I need. I need that. I’d be there, and everything would be okay… nice padded walls and nobody there. Except for me and Leslie, she’d be my left shoe…. if they gave me shoes. She’d be my shoe and I’d cuddle with her forever. and everything would be fine. that’s what I need.